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holes [Sep. 28th, 2005|06:58 pm]
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There's three in the wall from those pictures in the closet
Two in the bedroom from that night I lost it
One deep inside me determined to stay
They don't get any bigger but they don't go away

Holes in and around me I keep falling back into
Holes digging its around me
God knows what I'm gonna do
To fill in these holes left by you
Left by you

I pour drink after drink but nothing hit bottom
I've been on my knees admitted my problem
The love that we made still barely an echo
I'll try anything in these vacant hollow

Holes in and around me I keep falling back into
Holes digging its around me
God knows what I'm gonna do
To fill in these holes left by you
Left by you

There's two through my hands and one through my feet
From this cross that I bare to the day that I see
Its guilt and its blame its shame and its love
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[User Picture]From: shadowrunner923
2005-09-29 06:38 pm (UTC)

hmmmm.

but maybe it just takes a while to get over...

i had one of those real hollywood mother-daughter talks with my mom when i was curled up on her bed the sunday of the neighborhood picnic when he was here. she sat down on the bed and was like "you know, it took me years to get over the feeling i had for my first crush. i wasn't in love, but it does take a while to get over." and it's weird because i wanted to be like "how long do you think it would take to get over daddy?" i always asked my mom for advice about my and matt's relationship as if it was in comparison to my parents. it was second nature or something.

i don't know. i think that there's just going to be a lot of waiting to do. now that we're on good terms, i feel a lot better. less alone. but then... do i want to go through all that again? it's all a matter of talking. which we have yet to do.

hmmmmm.


p.s. who's that by?
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